Stored up Emotions...

During the past few months many things have been happening in my life mainly due to informationi have recieved and all. Yes... i know that the rotten apple isn't exactly for ranting purposes but i am just gonna bang on the hopes that since no one i know actually pays attention to this particular blog of mine, i am going to take this opportunity to go postal with my words and emotions for this particular entry.

To the girl whom had my heart but decided to crush it so that she may find her own happiness:

First of all... Yes... i noe you are engaged... i knew it all along. I was just hoping for you to tell me in person. and perhaps help me understand how did it happen so fast. But apparently you felt that using Facebook to let me know would be the best way there is. You claim till this very instant that it was not a 3rd party situation.... are you trying to convince me that? Or are you trying to convince yourself that? You keep saying 'Doesn't it matter now?' To tell you the truth, Yes it does... cause you were the cause of all this. Perhaps it doesn't matter for you, but the world doesn't exist just for you and in this case, i think you should be placed under the lowest of priorities. You tell everyone i have every right to be angry at you, so what? Does that justify what you have done and is doing this very moment? You also tell others you are angry at me for putting messages of depression on my MSN... as well as trying to add Alvin on facebook (you did introduced him to me on your D&D remember), So what seems to be the problem? Am i not entitled to be depressed after all this has happened, or am i not entitled to add Alvin to facebook cause you think i am trying to destroy your happiness? And above it all.... do you seriously think you have ANY RIGHT to behave like a victim AT ALL??? Do you think you have ANY RIGHT to critisize me AT ALL?? Go ask yourself that... Or maybe you could use the 'Say what you want' tactic to brush this whole issue aside again. But the bottom line is... I hope you are happy... coz your happiness is based on the sorrow of others.